It just doesn't feel like Halloween. It hasn't in a long time. I haven't had that holiday rush in forever.
Maybe it's because I don't decorate or put on costumes. I never go out to parties, I don't have friends, and I usually don't carve pumpkins.
Oh, and I refuse to pass out candy.
I hate kids.
This year however, I carved a stupid face on a pumpkin because my brother made me, and we sat it out on the porch where some little fuckups will more than likely trample it and/or throw it across the street. So much for my effort-and buying the candle.
Like I said, I hate kids.
I guess maybe Halloween IS a kids' holiday after all. I just assumed it would be fun forever, but I guess fun is something that people with lives have, lol. Even my parents went to a Halloween party all dressed up like a seven foot pirate and his wench. I'll be sitting at school taking a sign test when the night starts, and then I'll come home and take a nice nap, maybe watch a movie or take a bath.
I get to sit at a bus stop in Huntington Beach at 9:30 PM on Main street while a bunch of drunk assholes and stupid kids run around in their idiot costumes, screaming and being retarded.
Then if I'm lucky that creepy guy won't be on the bus. Then the bus is gonna be full because kids will be using it to get places, most of them intoxicated and drooling and yelling.
Then I get to walk through the fucking sand to get home because I'm not stupid enough to walk alongside of the road on Halloween night.
I can only imagine tomorrow's fun.
Happy Halloween to all of the other people who have lives.